Friday, April 22, 2011
hiies guys , long time nvr wrote on my blog le , quite busy these days ....n alot of things happened durin these times ....n these things r not happy things or lets sa they were happy bfor me n him broke up...we were together on the 18th feb n all things went ok at the beginin, after some time both of us were very happy bein together but these din last long ....on 2 days bfor our one month , we had a big arguement bcus he broke a promise tat he made n tat was not to smoke but bcus he was sad he went to smoke n then i found out by askin my frens ...so bcus of this we din celebrate our one month but things got cleared out a few days ltr n we were bac to bein a lovin couple ...i cant say tat we din argue after tat , we did hav some argues n nearly broke up but then we got bac together again ...mayb u guys feel tat wat i m sayin is jus a joke..cus we r jus breakin n patchin ..but this time the break up was offical...tat day was monday n we had pe on tat day n we were doin some trainin for our five items for nafa n i tried usin reverse psychologicaly to mak him work harder but he got it all wrong , he tot tat i looked down on him n tat i made him felt very depressed ....for tat we argued n to be honest ...if i explained things clearly to him , all these wun happen n we would still be together but i din explain , i was stupid not to ...i couls hav saved this relationship but i din ...till now i still haven told him the reason ...i tot it was not something important anymore since he dun hav feelings for me le ....i still duno y i m still c ryin for him everynite ...so,e ppl say tat he is not worth it but to me he is my everything n he is more thwn worth it ....i m ay always tel other ppl to not giv up the whole forest for one tree but every tree is different n i only love this tree....he was the guy tat i tot was my true love ...i loved him more then any other guy tat i had been wif bfor n nothin can replace him in my heart ....i noe he may not be the sweetest guy or the most carin bf any gal can hav , he may be abit borin sometimes n may treat his frens btr then how he treat u but no matter wat i still loved him....i noe its all to late but i jus cant mak myself forget him ....we may hav jus been together for a short period of 1 month n 3 weeks but those days were the happiest days of my life.....but now without him by my side ...i nvr felt happy again ....i miss him day n nite, thinkin of the days we had been together n wat we hav done together...i see u wherever i go ...i jus cant tak my mind off u ...its jus so hard to put up a smile infront off u ...wen in my heart i noe tat we r over ....
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